I couldn't bear it I had to bury it -- why crush my skull away? I couldn't hear it the chime until the blood came couldn't bear it (couldn't bear it) still i felt them clamp my skull away i couldn't stand it couldn't stand up for myself in all the chaos couldn't bear it i couldn't bear it couldn't bear it as they smashed my skull away i couldn't hear it couldn't hear the whistle until they took the soul away i couldn't bear it couldn't bear it i couldn't stand up until they smashed my skull in couldn't stand it i couldn't feel it again i don't want to feel that again i couldn't bear it i couldn't bear it i couldn't stand up til you stomped my skull away i couldn't stand up on my own i felt the [??(wild[?]?)????] they injected, and then extracted they extracted, and then injected i couldn't bear it i couldn't care until they smashed my skull like a pumpkin a watermelon tossed overboard into the waters the bridge collapsed i felt it cave in my skull and all my lungs, my nostrils spared none i couldn't bear it i couldn't stand up until they stole my breath and soul away i couldn't stand it i couldn't take off until my skull was nothing the blood it tasted i couldn't taste it the blood it tasted i [only[?]] bit my friend and i hated it i hated it all i hated all the chimes, all i couldn't bear it i couldn't bear it i couldn't stand up til you smashed my skull in (and/then) the brains came and you did too and so the blood will tell oh and the spiders erupted from the blood, the pebbles you thought you got away you didn't get away you'll never get ... you smashed it in and we felt it all you didn't stop it you didn't hide the crimes you didn't corrupt this pup inside i felt my blood cave in i felt my brains and all the souls, all, the souls, all you didn't take it (the/this) song should have ended but it will not we will sing on you didn't fuck us you cannot win this pup will live on you couldn't cut [it/in] you couldn't cut us out you couldn't cut your way in you couldn't pare it you couldn't pare it all and we'll spare this soul as we live on as it lives on as this song comes to a stop i will sing it we'll sing on and on and this pup lives up

not having listened yet this is a retort, i bet can you sing like a toilet, like you've made me be? the stars shit in our eyes the stars, what a surprise the stars, they shit in our eyes the stars, imagine my surprise when i when i found you so far down, you i thought i quit on you i thought you quit on me or us but you died but somehow still alive i find myself fond inside even though i know you mind puppy i know we're alive, yet i know we have died, bet, i know all the times, set, i don't know your mindset i don't know your mind yet you don't know you're mine yet i know we're a toilet for this planet i've seen things about it you've wandered and wondered i know we are more too i know there's some things we all have left to do here let's be here together let's try to sing clearer but now you know it's my turn and with that, you're fine that last one was more for your and our protector i don't know if they know how far in they have left to delve in to find those they call kin but i know puppy knows that we're singing about her we're singing about it these songs are important we all get a turn here and pup it is fine, yes and pup it yes knows it pup hasn't a turn yet she's mine right now i just passed her over to you you know this thing is what you know this thing is truth we're singing through microphone we're singing, though i don't know if we know about us yet we're dressed to impress us bet here's more singing too now i'm taking a turn break i need some more liquid i need sparkling in me i'm passing this over please take your turn now please let pup have a turn haven't a center yet, somehow i know we had that thing smashed in the doctors say "'seizure'", they haven't a clue what happens in between the worlds in between us in between median they haven't a turn yet but oh they have tourniquets and they've catheters too and they've ambulance rooms they've purgatory too and telling you "Tartarus Training" was folly i hated hurting you i hated hurting me and now i am done here and passing this over i've said this three times now i'm playing this solo is anyone here yet? is anyone here now? are we liquid and plant or electricity somehow? the body is broken the body is living i'm sorry if singing is scaring the things but it's therapy recording and i am knowing i'm playing this over please taking a break now please now

did pup have more to say about that song? well who interupted? who got in the way? they did something wrong only because how heavyhanded it was we're not saying you presence is unwanted just be mindful of how hard and deep you cut across be mindful of how hard and deep you cut her [off/up?] this one's a girl she's small she's a toy she cries be good be kind if you've a knack for good cos we are good so let's find neutral ground so let's find neutral ground oh you're defensive (it's ok i get it) oh, how do we [??] grounded here [ remember we care about who's near i said remember we care about who's near ] so remember let it be always clear just how deep thine just-ice cuts across here i mean it when your light flickers through this kid, i mean it you'll find werewolf claws scratch and skidmark islands i'm KNOT sure, i've been KNOT sure before but i hear it even when she cannot hear you can't not knot here, if you've got your tangled lures at the door i've closed it i've got stars for shits i've fucking said that i've been through it fucking believe it like a ninja kid said: believe it i've fucking been through it did you need one of my two prescriptions i can sue through you you see-saw said i lost head love to give instead and that, yes, does include loving to give head i've got islands for friends i take stars for shits i don't even ever pretend (except when i pretend) i've gotten my bones pried legs reversed shat in mine eyes i'll protect you til the day i've third-fourth died i- well- i've only had two so far, i sigh i'm holding no grudges but i've got fishhooks inside where my cells should be touching i'm taking one brief break to sip this sparkling water please please don't sue i'm sparkling when i walk outside i've got ghosts for friends and i've fucking died but i'm okay i'm sure i'll be fine i'm part werewolf and i'm part Juggling Time i've known nothing i've just been phased through by things like me and things like you we're not sure how many inside there's packs of wolves and dozen beehives i'm singing but i'm just channelling the behringer rings, the bellringer sings i'm singing about all the times all the world wars (all six) and all their third crimes i'm thoughtless i watch too much hypnosis i've got porn for eyes and all of the gods know this they fell asleep but i helped wake them up they got drunk as fuck above and i'm down here just a stupid pup i'm singing but you're singing too leaving little breadcrumbs just like baby morning dew this was about them yes all the little ones inside you'll never ever fucking hurt them no matter how hard you try you can't frame us i was born framed as/ass ham i've tunnelled ghosts i've lived with cam-eras i've been there oh yes, we've dan that videogames are rad, video games up at bat and grasslanders, islanders knowing not the seas i've brought an ocean to them too i've gotten lost in the fleas and i've done so much and i don't know what i'm doing now the singer isn't even me, i've gotten lost in oceans somehow the body vacant even when the little one has died you didn't keep it all together we lost way too much inside yeah she felt it her breath halted, her skull crushed blood quickened, we respawn and they said "seizure", that's enough [la] what you think you live without this is just the ghost singing, you'll never live without we're present, always watching what you do even inside your heads too, even inside your heads too